HECTIC
Its that time of year, time for us to all sit and jot down our goals for the new year! You could offer me all the money in the world to tell you where my ripped off piece of notebook paper is from last year or even to tell you what was on it and I just couldn't tell you, isn't that sad?! It probably says more than I'd like to think about!
I was listening to the radio yesterday on a very long drive back home to Vegas and a female DJ really said something that has sort of jump started me onto this whole fresh chance for new goals thing. People were calling in with some of the craziest goals or resolutions, I mean ludicrous....someone called in and said their resolution was to paint their house an obnoxious color to irritate their neighbor. See what I mean?! Anyways, she said how she found that when she was younger she would sit down and write out all these crazy lists and how in one year she would list around 10-15 things. Loose 20 pounds, get a new job, be a better friend, buy some pricey item she wanted, etc. The thing is she found that the more materialistic her list the more likely she forgot about it within a week or so. So she started trying to make resolutions that would change or work on her inner self such as "Be Happy." She felt that everything else would come naturally and it was easier for her to stick to just one goal.
This sort of stayed with me and I was mulling over how I could turn the hundreds of hectic aspects of my last year into just one inner changing goal for the New Year....
If you know me, and I mean like really know me, have spent time listening to me babble on for too long then you know I am actually a pretty impulsive person. I latch on to ideas and activities nearly as quickly as I detach. All in all as I get older I move more from seeing this as a quirky and sometimes cute quality about myself and more as a really huge problem of being "inconsistent." I am so easily distracted and I often fuel this trait in myself more than any outside influence by my own impulsive phases of attachment. Isn't awful to realize something about yourself that isn't so great?! I mean you could put a pretty bow on it and call it being a day dreamer but still it remains that factually every single thing I could ever want to improve in my life this next year could be done so by me being more consistent and less distracted.
With any goal you've got to set a plan, remember that DJ is I was talking about earlier, she wrote on her bedroom wall "Be Happy" and read it everyday to help stay on track....well the thing is a simple two word mantra probably wont do it for an inconsistent daydreamer like me. I really struggled with this one not because it wasn't instantly clear to me the things that would help my newfound "Be consistent in 2015" goal but more a hesitation that I might be setting myself up for failure.
I've decided on a three part plan of action for my new goal and new year. The first....
The second....Is much less drastic and still relates to social media. 1 blog post per week. I always say I'm going to be consistent with my blog and for awhile I was...likely because of the circumstances but I think it will be good for me to consistently sort of remind myself once a week Hey whatever your writing about your being consistent and doing something you've wanted to do for awhile.
The third and final thing......Sleep more....that one seems so silly to say out loud. Oh hey your goal is to loose 20 pounds, that's cool, mine is to sleep? As a new mom it is stupid easy to get in the habit of staying up late for various reasons and ironically usually not because of the baby. Don't get me wrong I have certainly had a couple of nights of Liam bouncing off the walls too late at night but usually my late nights get filled with doing things like cleaning, or catching up on some me time. Not that those things aren't important but I have found that usually trying to take advantage of every last minute of the day just leads to me being tired and sluggish the next day and having fallen into that pattern for weeks at a time has lead to some of my most inconsistent lazy and shamefully wasted days of the year which then leads to some of the most hectic once I snap out of it!
Well there she is a big picture goal and an action plan to achieve her. I want to be clear in saying that I don't expect myself to be some militant schedule freak but I would really like to help eliminate some distractions and focus on freeing up those times to help really sort through the rest of my ever so changing hectic life. ;)