Monday, August 6, 2012

Freakishly Large Really Big Gi-normous Mirrors Scare Me

So, I'm sitting here thinking I'm going back to work in 6 days!!!!

On one hand, Im super excited. Words cannot express how much Im craving some normalcy back in my life, some structure, schedules, hours away from my couch, people, customers who want things (shiny things!)...Okay not shiny things, but if I was a customer I would definitely be on the look out for shiny things!
All sounds great right?!

Til we get to the other hand (the right hand in case you were wondering)

On the other hand, I couldn't help but notice the freakishly large (56in by 42in) really big gi-normous mirror in my bathroom this morning. I really did measure and googled large mirror violations because mirrors just shouldnt be that big right? Anyways, while noticing my freakishly large really big gi-normous mirror I couldnt help but realize that well...theres more to love than I'd like there to be when I look in the mirror. Im getting married in 6 weeks....granted I wont be wearing a white bikini to get married in but still the whole point of doing it on the beach rather than in the court house of honolulu is well for really amazing pictures of me in a pretty dress and Bryan looking just as good as ever so I have 6 weeks to loose well 50 lbs....So since thats not going to happen I have 6 weeks to loose as much as I can while being healthy of course. So wish me luck!

I am 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% not excited about sharing this photo but I'm doing it as motivation that I will get my body back to a picture I am happy to post =)

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